Falco

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 07:14:02 GMT

I just want to let everyone know that I changed my username to shapeofstars. Peace.

The Real Scoop.

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 18:15:13 GMT

My sister was asking about TBS and Brand New and Straylight Run so instead of explaining i decided to write it down.

John Nolan and Jessy Lacey have been good buddies since way back in the day. The albums 'Your Favorite Weapon' by Brand New and 'Tell All Your Friends' by Taking Back Sunday are about the same girl. Apparently John Nolan made a big mistake and slept with Jessy Lacey's girlfriend at the time. They made up but when they were fighting Jessy was in a different band and he wrote the song 'Seventy Times 7' about John Nolan fucking him over and ruining the friendship. Between that time and the time he started Brand New, him and John had made up. But Jessy recorded that song on the 'Favorite Weapon' album and when John found out it was about him he got pissed and wrote 'There's No 'I' In Team' to give his side of the story so to speak. So they were fighting but now they are friends again. As far as John leaving TBS, apparently Adam Lazzara was dating John Nolan's sister Michelle and John witnessed Adam cheating on several occasions. So John left the band and started Straylight Run (although I have heard that there were many other reasons for him leaving as well.) So, Brand New and Straylight Run were touring until Straylight got heard and known.

Very random, yes i know.

311=KKK

Sat, 10 Jul 2004 07:08:14 GMT

Today had to be my favorite Gia and Ray day. It felt like "back in the day us" but in love. I now like dogs. A lot actually. Riley got me so into them. Other than the fact of the barking and shitting. They don't bother me at all anymore, there kind of cute. I mean, red meat and bass fishing while watching football! Whatever, it's a quater after 3 in the morning and I have work in the morning. Peace out.

- The Falconator

Thu, 08 Jul 2004 05:42:22 GMT

I really missed everyone that I saw tonight. I'm glad I saw everyone. But tonight was not a very good night. I feel very depressed and upset, but i don;t want to talk about why.

whatever man

"I have become something I really do not like at all." says the Gia

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 04:09:50 GMT

How can you say that your unhappy with this situation. I'm not trying to turn this into me but I gave up my entire world just to be with you. Fred was the most important thing in my life. We were closer friends and closer than anything I've ever known before. I have not chilled with him in over a month because we go out. I don't know Gia, I have not complained once about any of this, but you have on several occasions. It really really makes me feel like shit. It makes me feel like we will not be going out for much longer because you need more. You live in a fantasy world were you always want more than you can have. I'm going to stop rambling but just think about that.

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 02:24:01 GMT

BASICS . .
x. name: Falco, Ray John
x. birthplace: Hoboken, NJ
x. birthday: March 17th, 1988
x. piercings: none
x. height: 6' 1''??
x. shoe size: 11
x. siblings: 14 year old sister; 5 year old brother
x. pets: none

LAST . .
x. movie you rented : Eurotrip
x. song you listened to : Mistakes We Knew We Were Making
x. song you had stuck in your head : All the small things
x. song you've downloaded : Of montreal cd
x. person you've called : Gia
x. person that called you : Gia
x. person you talked to online: Julianne
x. time you dyed your hair: Cornrolled my pubes yesterday...
x. time you took pictures: Too wierd to put in here.
x. tv show you've watched : The Simpsons
x. person you were thinking of : Gia

DO . .
x. you have a bf or gf : Yes i do.
x. you have a crush on someone: more than a "crush"
x. you wish you could live somewhere else: F*ck Hasbrouck!
x. you think about suicide : I don't think about doing it.
x. you believe in online dating : Sasha Tanner...
x. others find you attractive : I'm Ray Falco
x. you want more piercings : no
x. you want more tattoos : no
x. you drink : no
x. you steal : no
x. you do drugs : Mary Jane is a person too.
x. you like cleaning : Oddly yes
x. you write in cursive or print : Depends what type of mood I'm in.
x. you carry a donor card : HEH?

CHOOSE ONE . .
x. black/white: WHITE
x. morning/night: night
x. pool/jacuzzi: jacuzzi
x. britney/christina: Genie in a bottle Christina
x. sunlight/moonlight: moonlight
x. blonde/brunette: brunette
x. short hair/long hair: In between

FAVORITE . .
x. food : Italian?
x. color: blue
x. number: 3
x. song : Stay Together for the Kids
x. thing to do : Niglets, guitar, drums, online
x. thing to talk about : whatever comes up
x. candy : Nerds
x. drinks : Coca-Cola
x. movie : Ocean's Eleven?
x. band : All time - Blink: Right now - Straylight Run
x. holiday : Thanksgiving

WHAT POPS IN YOUR HEAD . .
x. banana : peel
x. holes : vagina
x. backstreet boys : Gay
x. fingers : vagina
x. parrot : bird
x. coconut : Testicles
x. green : Jets
x. red : scarletx13
x. sleep : need
x. money : need
x. food : hungry
x. knife : cut

RANDOM . .
x. are you bored yet : yes this quiz sucks
x. do you love me : love who...myself? yes

WOULD YOU RATHER . .
x. pierce your nose or tongue? tongue
x. be serious or be funny? funny
x. drink whole or skim milk? Whole

ARE YOU . .
x. simple or complicated? complicated

DO YOU PREFER . .
x. flowers or angels? flowers
x. grey or gray? gray
x. color or black-and-white photos? depends on what the photographer was trying to convey
x. lust or love: either way you get ass...J/K Love
x. sunrise or sunset? Sunset
x. M&Ms or Skittles? Skittles
x. rap or rock? Rock
x. staying up late or waking up early? stayin up late
x. TV or radio? tv
x. eating apples or oranges? Apples

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY . .
x. do you have a crush? Yes
x. who is it? What a stupid question...Gia Anne Zampella

DO YOU PREFER . .
x. being hot or cold? I like when my nipples are hard
x. out or in? in
x. sun or moon? moon
x. emeralds or rubies? emeralds
x. having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? 1 best friend
x. vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? vanilla
x. boys or girls? boys
x. green beans or carrots? Carrots
x. low fat or fat free? low fat

MISCELLANEOUS . .
x. what is your biggest fear? Not to sure...im fear-free right now
x. kids or no kids? Kids
x. cat or dog? dogs
x. mustard or ketchup? mustard
x. hard cover books or soft cover books? hard
x. newspaper or magazine? magazine
x. sandals or sneakers? sneakers
x. wonder or amazement? amazement
x. red car or white car? red
x. happy and poor or sad and rich? sad and rich
x. singing or dancing? I'm Ray Falco
x. hugging or kissing? kissing
x. corduroy or plain? plain
x. happy or sad? Happy

WHAT DO YOU WANT . .
x. where do you want to live? In Hoboken
x. what kind of job do you want? Do Nothing and get paid a lot
x. do you want to get married? Yes
WHICH IS BETTER . .
x. 2 doors or 4 (on a car)? 4
x. coffee or ice cream? Ice Cream.
x. shampoo or conditioner? shampoo
x. bridges or tunnels? Bridges
x. one pillow or two? 2

WHAT WERE YOU DOING . .
x. 1 MINUTE AGO: This dumbass quiz
x. 1 DAY AGO: Gia
x. 1 WEEK AGO: probably Gia
x. 1 YEAR AGO: myself

RIGHT NOW . .
x. I HURT: eyes
x. I LOVE: Fred, Gia, Joe, Jewlz, Fram, Jten, Nat
x. I HATE: Niggas
x. I FEEL: like a fish
x. I HIDE: in a closet...
x. I DRIVE: a bike
x. I LEARNED: this quiz was pointless
x. I WAIT: for tomorrow

WHAT IS YOUR . .
x. current clothes: Boxers, t-shirt
x. current mood: tired
x. current music: Cursive
x. current taste: my mouth
x. 1 thing i should be doing: anything but this
x. current desktop picture: blue
x. current refreshment: coke
x. current favorite show: Family Guy, Simpsons

Sun, 04 Jul 2004 06:32:17 GMT

I just wrote how today was one shitty day with good parts. But I didn't want to get into detail. I really, really, really wish i went to sleep June 2nd and woke up June 4th. I know we worked it out but I've never felt so hurt right this second then i have...forget it I don't want any problems. Maybe i should try that thing you were asking me about because i need to get a lot of shit off my chest.

Sat, 03 Jul 2004 12:03:18 GMT

Love Gia (hope you don't mind I updated for you)

How to make a Ray

Ingredients:

1 part success

3 parts silliness

3 parts beauty

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Serve with a slice of lovability and a pinch of salt. Yum!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

Wed, 30 Jun 2004 12:24:04 GMT

So I tried updating the other day. It didn't work. I got my computer back! But everything I own on there was earased. I'm gonna go import cds into itunes. Peace

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 15:25:32 GMT

I've been sitting in this computer room for about 10 minutes...sitting directly across from my girlfriend. She didn't notice I was here until Claire said something. Random. It's been a while since I updated. No sex since then. I think. I'm out of it and and just going to keep writing. Student elections today. I voted for the Julio. Last day of school today. Good stuff. Can't wait to get my transcript...(joke). My mom. Bro I may go to Hasbrouck. I don't know. School sucks. It's over. Student elections are today. Gia's still doesn't know I'm here I don't think. YO Does anyone know D. Brown?

Okay Cabaret is tomorrow. Good stuff. We're doing Down by Blink, Okay I believe you, but my tommy gun don't by Brand New, and 4 A.M. by Us. It'll be fun hopefully. It sucks that I'm only playing drums and no guitar. Student elections are today. Alright I'm gonna chill with my bitch.

Wed, 02 Jun 2004 12:49:27 GMT

Spent all weekend with suckfuck. It was very chillen. We studied a lot of biology. I'm in homeroom right now. My dad's rehearsal dinner went well. FOOD!

Thu, 27 May 2004 12:46:07 GMT

My ear hurts. Ha Ha Ha Ha ( pointing fingers around in the air. ) live journal is gee. Why am I on this thing. Nah, it's not that gee. My background is gone on this computer. I'm in homeroom right now. Look at me I'm Ray Falco.

Many roads to follow, which is the right one to choose.

Wed, 26 May 2004 03:15:50 GMT

Okay so it's been a while since I've updated. It will probably be a while before I update again also. Lately I've felt soo depressed. As of now the best way I can describe this is like being a little kid in a huge place. And getting lost. You're too scared to leave the spot you're in and don't even want to move. That's how I feel now.

Hasbrouck seems like a great school and I don't know if I want to go there or not but it's a major consideration. I don't want to talk about this now. I want to get fucked up. Idk I'm just mumbling and typing and yidee yadee yada blah blah blah. It pissed me off to hear about what you did today too I think i doont know i dont care whatecer life a bitch blah blah blah+ Thats not why Im mad. Shit piss fuck cunt cocksuvkret motherfcker piss fart turd and twatr.

Sincerely yours, Falcoefw

Maybe it's Just Me

Wed, 05 May 2004 00:11:29 GMT

I feel like sh*t. A dryed-up piece of sh*t. Even though it's worked out how can you say what you said before we left. I do trust you, like I trust myself. But how could you have been willing to just throw it all away. Because of some stupid fight. I don't know, it doesn't make sense to me.

I shouldn't have posted this and by tomorrow I won't feel like this. But right now I just want to lay down.

Mon, 03 May 2004 02:43:54 GMT

This weekend was amazing. Saturday I spent all day with Fred and Gia. It felt like the old days with Fred. Laughing our asses off to any and everything. Today i went to Gia's and we just chilled at her house.

On the news some 55 year old guy with Ceribal Palsy fell out of a safety harness on the Superman ride in Six Flags. For some reason my sister and I laughed our asses off. Creating scenarios if we were next to him when he fell out. She's cool.

Tue, 27 Apr 2004 22:28:31 GMT

I just want to see how the mood "horny" looks like.

First time in ages.

Tue, 27 Apr 2004 01:51:58 GMT

I'm updating for the first time in ages. So much has gone on since the previous entry so here's a quick re-cap. Baseball is going well. Gia and I are back together. My mom is going crazy again. My house is almost built, and my grades are at an all-time high.

I was just on the phone with my mom. I feel bad because she tells me she loves me and wants us to be a family again, but I don't know if this is how she really feels. If it is, I can't control this. I don't want to be a part of her life and I don't want her to be a part of mine. I hate her and everything she has and still puts me through. I can't take this shit for much longer. It went away and slowy and gradually it's coming back again. I'm going to go lie down.

-Falco

Gay

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 03:18:52 GMT

Hey kids
This is Gia. I am updating for Ray because he never updates anymore. Ray has been very busy with baseball and spending time with me and gay sex with his boyfriends. Ray wishes he could write in here for you but he can't. He'd probably give you guys alot of baseball terms, instead I'll do it. Home run, 10-0, 2-0-0, base loaded, field, hats, 88-0, 66-0 66-0, 6-6-0. That's enough of that. Right about now Ray'd say something cute about me. I'll do this too, Baby I love you, you're so beauitful and amazing.
Right about now Ray would say he has to go. So see you later guys.
G

Many a question.

Tue, 13 Apr 2004 18:14:12 GMT

I'm too lazy and not in the mood to post a real entry.

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less.

Ask me anything you want.

Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

I like this set-up also.

Fri, 09 Apr 2004 16:05:01 GMT

Last night I went to go see the Ladykillers with Gia and her mom. Don't see the movie if you're white. It will piss you off. Gia's mom loved it though. I had so many wierd dreams last night. None that I would like to discuss.

Hopefully I'll get to chill with Fred today.

Bitch.

Thu, 08 Apr 2004 03:43:14 GMT

My sister woke me up and I'm wide awake. This morning there were 12 pop tarts in my house. Right now when I looked for food, not one. My little brother probably ate half of one and threw the rest out. I didn't eat all day and I'm tired, horny, and hungry.

We won the game 11-6.

My sister and step sister are up now talking (after they woke me up to sleep in my room). My sisters voice is fingernails on a chalkboard or any other analogy dealing with annoyingness. Sorry about this ramble I'm just pissed and tired.

Shut your f*cking face.

Tue, 06 Apr 2004 23:56:27 GMT

Baseball season started today. Surprisingly, I started at 3rd base and batted first in the lineup. I went 2-3 with a double, single, RBI, 2 stolen bases, and a run scored. These were 2 out of the 3 hits hit by High Tech today. I pitched for an inning. 1 strikeout, groundout, and pop out. We lost 18 - 2 though.

The subject(of the entry) was something our coach told Barringer today.

Sick and tired. Hopefully Gia's online to make me feel better.

Sun, 04 Apr 2004 18:00:42 GMT

Last night can only be described as unforgetable. I can't believe someone as amazing as you walked into my life. I can't put into words how I feel right now, but it's the best feeling I've ever felt.

Sat, 03 Apr 2004 05:00:10 GMT

Many scary things happened tonight. One was the Texas Chainsaw Massacre which came out on dvd today. I couldn't concentrate on it though because my mind was somewhere else. The other was when we got into Hoboken, Fred drove me to my house.

I can't believe I cried to Julianne in her car.

I'm going to end this entry without saying anything important.

Tue, 30 Mar 2004 13:48:27 GMT

My computer wouldn't let me update yesterday so I'll do it today. Yesterday we had an inter-squad scrimige. I went 2 for 2 (double and single) 1 RBI, 1 run scored, and 4 strikeouts in 2 innings of pitching. In school I spent the entire day on the phone text messaging someone. They're back in school now so no more phone. Bell just rang.